v18: noir&blanc

sherlene

the girl's 18. stuck on a small island, also known as the little red dot on the global map. presently living a mundane life contributing to the unemployment rate and chionging driving lessons are what she does nearly daily. well, here records some of the interesting and amusing moments she enjoys. :D

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Freitag, Dezember 31

5:15 PM

bubdeedoobaa~ haix. last post of the year today. whoot. byebye 2004. i shall do my 2004 reflections now. haha on my personal life larhs. not on 56... oh wells.

this year has been filled with idol-chasings. haha. wid pam nagging me abt it and yes... slacking in sec 3. sighx. i'm gonna miss 2004. failing a math and chem, which MUST NOT happen next year. and yes. i'll miss all the j-stars too. even 孙总... wahaha. i mean, its like 依依不舍... i dont wanna leave sec 3! wahhhhh~ sobsob. sec 3 has been great man.

three[6], love ya guys loads!! muakx... and the bowlers too! this has been a tough year for us, with much more exposure, new trs i/c... mr yeo. haha. thanks for the laughters and 冷笑话s [=being very very lame] ~ haha. miss diane, thanks for being there for us... and my emath tr too! yes, mr short ang. haha, thanks for ur lame-ness as well. =) and my friends. miss ya loads. sch's on mon. but.. yeah. looking forward to see ya all again!

bowlers-- shall tok abt it again. haha. stbc-- kris; all the best. really. go the limits and be brave abt it, u wont know till you try. met lotsa new ppl, esp those from SJI. haha. and then MDIS... uhhuh... -- bowlers: we can do it kaes?... rock on! =) \m/

erms... 5566, R&B... sigh. i miss chasing. guess, its like 上瘾 le... and yx: rmbr our so-called deal.. haha. if only man! really had fun this year chasing, with my 追星 mates: grace, jo, yeesam, yiying, yx, kh, ry, maggie, denyse etc: thanks~ haha. cant wait to chase wid u guys again yeah?!... =) lolx. i'd seriously miss 玉榮, when 183 发片 next yr, i'd feel so 'itchy' again. and 七朵花 too...sigh. 玉榮~ 还没机会跟你正式说话... 很等待那个机会的到来... yepp. i'd miss 仁甫 and his fuyan look... aha. lolx. i'd miss simon, 阿甘, 柯-哥, and all the 帅-哥s at jungiery. wahahaha.

and then there's OBS too... sigh. i miss gandhi lots. haha. my watch-mates; grace, aretha, elis, eefang, fatimah, afiqah, jas, serene, simin, amal, caro, michelle, junli, adele, tanvi... and PK~ thanks man! thanks raja too!! love ya'll- muah! =)

and all the sad stuffs this year,
-tidal waves asia: death tolls almost 130000, and its expected to rise, i admire dwayne for his kindness, and i too am donating a sum... so to all those out there, please, for ur fellow humankind, donate generously. to all the families of the missing/dead; god bless. and please take care.
-nicoll highway: to those who went all out to save other's lives than theirs, thankyou. i wish to express my greatest condolences to all.

and to everything else which just happened to slip off my mind, sorry. thanks to god, thanks to my family and friends. love ya'll. and that's about all. my life of 2004.

P.S... i love sec 3. i love 2004. i had freedom to 追 56;etc. but i dont know what the future holds. and i am hoping. the memories will happen once again.

pp.s you know i love ya'll loads, cos wout u guys, there wont be me.

1:40 PM

my reflections for 2004.

[[*these are actually a summary

of my 2004 "追记". lame. -.-]]

january 2004

10 jan sat: R&B came. rmbred every single nice stuffs they did. esp with AJ arnd. and Huai en too... haha. it was so fun mans!! =)

{World Trade Ctr there: i mag photoshoot... Huaien & his photographer. niaoo...

{Body Worlds: amazing journey there... =) haha.

11 jan sun: R&B Kbox partyyy... haha managed to gate crash. thanks yoshi!! =)

{Kbox party: interaction with fans. celebrated zai's bdae. thanks again yoshi~

{Autograph @ J8: haha. all of em were so nice and friendly cans?!

{dinner @ LB: haha. still rmbred how they played the mcdonalds game and... the 疯狂黑白配... damn funney lorhs! esp the 惩罚. heh. blew kissed to huaien!! heh. and he blew back. they are friggin friendly lahs~ haha.! long beach was damn nice lah. and they sat outside lor!!! and we sat directly beside them...

{bak kut teh: haha. still rmbr the "sun zong, 你好帅"... AJ!!! haha. he so cute... =)

february 2004

13 feb fri: 56 arrives. haha. for MAA and autograph...

{Press conference @ embassy: tong and i chionged there after roll-off k... haha. didnt really like concentrate on roll-off tt day. =/ heh.

{Kbox party: haha again. thanks yoshi!! haha gatecrashed once again.

14 feb sat: valentines day! and MAA too...

{MAA rehearsal @ indoor: nutthin much.

{56 mini concert @ MDC: haha. thanks to those 2 gals who gave us last min tix!

{MAA: haha... blah.

{post party @ swissotel: blah too...

15 feb sun: 56'a autograph. lasting memories...

{Glamourlicious shoot@ LB marina: aha chionged down late. but managed to see them shoot stuff. damn funneh cans. and they didnt show all the nice parts...

{Autograph @ J8: hhaha... arrived late as usual. so many ppl cans! 15000 ppl!! haha... and den since so many ppl, grace, tong and i decided to 捡垃圾... haha and den yes. the policemen saw us and we became last and blah. i was officially the last person!! tong: so sorry!! =( and yah.. haha got xiezhi's marker and shook shaowei's hand... and tt johnny! didnt see him after tat leh... sigh. haha thx!!

{so-called qing gong @ LB Marina: haha. blah.

march 2004

19 mar fri: 56 arrives for concert promo.

{7-11 MM: sigh. the first of 3 stops daily.

{dongli 883: at night. chased. haha.

20 mar sat: morning. stupidly chased sun de rong to mediacorp [[renwoaoyou talks]]. lost 56.

{AMK Techpoint: i zhou kan interview + photo shoot. =) shaowei=gzry? haha.

{CED studio @ clarke quay: went to record smtg.

{7-11 clarke quay: the second of 3 stops daily. haha.

21 mar sun: mum's bdae. 56's concert promo @ J.E and West Mall.

{J.E handshaking session: haha. tt time!! ah renfu totally 感动了我... he very angelic lor!! there and then... and i felt so bad... haix. renfu! tt was the day i changed my liking of xiezhi to renfu. haha. =X

{Science Centre: to buy drinks. scared us. tot 56 gg there or smtg.

{West Mall: haha. didnt go for hand shake. just took pix.

{Red House Restaurant @ east coast beach: they ate seafood. we were totally drenched can. sigh... haha.

{7-11 MARINE PARADE!!!: gah. too bad i stopped @ the seafood restaurant. they actualli went to the 7-11 beside the polyclinic one!! oh gosh.

april 2004

15 apr thurs: happy bdae grace!! alot of j-stars came. kone, R&B etc... haha.

{R&B @ crescent: went there to chase later...

{Billy Bombers @ Bugis Junction: went there for 记者会...

{KBOX @ Cine: haha. tong won tix. uhhuh. so went in...blah blah.

{Yes933: radio interview. went home.

16 apr fri: nth much. all 彩排-ing @ indoor. so nth much lorh.

*ooh yes. got very sick this day. bah.

17 apr sat: heh. fun fun day!! =) concert day today!

{to indoor: from MM... haha. onli us chasing. so 爽 can!! they were like 贴-ing the 演唱会加油／演唱会成功 papers tt the other fans gave them! so cute can. even mengzhe did... =)

{5566亚洲巡回演唱会２００４: very nice. haha. =)

{庆功@ LB Marina: aha... went home early. blah. they stayed till very late.

18 apr sun: R&B day!! Mengru~~~ =) lolx.

{Bedok Fujitech: 56 went there to film the M1 commercial... uh huh. stayed there the whole day til night go nkf show. haha.

{MM: went back to wait for R&B. heng they havent left yet.

{Queensway Mac: the yes933 party. no tix. jo and i went to citylink le.

{Autograph @ citylink: heh. wonderful memories. den... so malu!! Aj... esp. haha. the door... and. UNCLE COLIN!! ARGH. I MISS 1090 MAN! uncle colin! haha.

{MM, HMV: den... they went back MM. and tong and i ran from citylink to MM ok... den suddenly, they went back to HMV again. and we ran to and fro. then they separated... big bus: moon, whyn & qiao... other: jiafeng, zai, aj and way went to spring court. big bus came back hotel, so we followed moon they all. den we were trying to show "where's AJ?" with gestures, budden... so 白痴... haha. damn funnie. and i was straining my neck to show tt to moon. the damn bus. haha.

{Changi Village hawker center: went there to film glamourlicious. ah gan!! haha. he's damn nice can... =) sigh. and den tong ask him help R&B sign her album... he ask them lor! so nice lors. and yah. the way back to their bus... so awkward. bah. i shd have sed smtg to mengru. like duh. i was walking beside him! xiaoqiao damn cute... she was like, :你们没 book taxi 吗？haha. lol.

{Spring Court: haha. so they went to find the rest. heng they did man! =) den they play play play. so fun. mediacorp cut out so many cute cute parts can. =)

haha. then went home to watch 56 on nkf charity show.

may 2004

nth much. OBS days. =) i love gandhi. i miss gandhi. hahax.

june 2004

no one came. hols.

july 2004

11 july sat: haha. the children's medical fund thing...56 didnt go anywhere cans.

just to mediacorp and back... uh huh. awei so cute! his head poking out of the van. haha. ooh yes. saw xiaoqiao filming 任我...haha julian hee. tt blur blob.

25 july sat: went to send huaien off, he finish filming le. sigh. so sad.

august 2004

7 aug sat: haha.

{airport: went to fetch... 56, cyndi, kone, r&b...taiji...JR and gino nt here yet. sigh. chased to hotel. nth much.

{concert: 张善为，潘玮柏 COOL PLAY concert. heh. i won tix. went with MUM!. bleah. oh wells.

8 aug sun: haha. erh. SFF day. nth much as well.

9 aug mon: National dAY!! =)

{China Black: haha. 1/2 hr onli. best.

october 2004

26 oct tues: promotion day. no school =) *grins*

{Airport: 56 came from the m'sia tvbs concert... so went to send em off @ airport... got Kone too! and FIR! haha. renfu was "buh-byeing" today. haha. goodgood.

november 2004

7 nov sun: MY BIRTHDAY!!! =) haha. so happie 56 coming todayy man!

{airport: haha. blah.

{autograph @ IMM: went there earlier. haha. won the concert file as bdae present from yes 933. thanks! =) i was so friggin nervous, i was like rambling away, "仁甫，你可以祝我生日快乐吗？" den he was like... signing. den i was so sad. 0.01 sec later, “好啊! 生日快乐！" whahaha... so cute. he smiled too.
wah. 爽 man. =)) haha. so kewt. wonderful memories.

{hyatt: sianned. waited 5 hrs plus for them after that. they were feasting @ the hotel. best. happy bdae to me.

8 nov mon: sigh.

{airport: woke up @ 0600 hrs. haha. xiezhi, renfu left first... renfu was nice nice today. haha. buh-byeing again. =) had to do smtg with gedou. haha.

{hyatt: chionged down to meet the royals. scared i heard wrongly tt they didnt have interview with 933. =)

{yes933: haha. shaowei was waving to us along the way. nice chap. lolx.

{油鸡饭: hahaa. finalli, i realized wad "oil chicken" was. soya sauce chicken. lolx. haha so we were like 80cm away from their table. mengzhe's HUGE man. haha. =.=

{airport: went straight le back... haha. mengzhe!! U~~ sigh. oh wells.

december 2004

10 dec fri: j-stars arrive

{airport: 183 club, typhoon, & taiji came @ T2... 玉榮 was damn nice alr lor.. waving and all. haha. =) he rocks. then went T1 fetch 56. haha.

{hyatt: waited for 6 hrs. then... they finally came out @ arnd 7... sed 加油！ to 玉榮~ and he waved. cute!!

{expo: haha. shaowei was so cute. and when 玉榮 came down... i sed 加油 again. and being the nice him, he waved and did the

haha. stayed to hear them rehearse. then heard the xmas songs. =) heh.

11 dec sat: went to hotel straight. royals went to fetch 7F, Kone.

{hyatt: the big bus left arnd 12, no sign of renfu, xiezhi. 玉榮! haha. den lucky plaza behind, the bus had to wait. then we were waving maddedly to 玉榮... still rmbr his why-were-we-looking-so-疯 look. so cute!! haah..

{expo: after the bus parked, we waved to 玉榮 again. den so malu. run across the small slope thingy. and i tink they saw us. haha. and yes.. 玉榮 was so shocked! haha. so cute. saw 7F.. 小洁 ... haha. so cute. 乔恩 too. suck lollipop somemore.. didnt get to see kone too. then renfu xiezhi went shoppin @ hyatt. very good. haha.

{喬傑立巨星耀新光慈善演唱会2004: best concert ever. haha. screamed my heart out for 玉榮. =) lolx. *grins*

{庆功 @ LB again: haha. chased with royals. 玉榮 so clever can. he knew if he waved, we wudnt be able to see, so he used his 6600 to wave to us. lol. =) haha. den going back. security formed human barricade.. was looking desperately for 玉榮.. den finalli he was among the last, so i was like 玉榮,玉榮,玉榮! den he turned, pointed at me, smiled, waved, did

and the "very good" sign lor! and he like totalli stopped to do it for me, my cam. haha! luckily i go my vid. it rocks. 玉榮~~~ den, gg up the bus, i chionged to him, and he waved again. so sweet.

and yadayada. blur JR. haha. and yes. i'm very-玉榮 now. oh wells.

12 dec sun: met royals. chased.

{fullerton: went for the star awards presentation lor. tot they changed hotel.

{J8 calendar auto: shaowei was nice on the way there. haha. but. he BLUFFED us. argh. *sniff* 玉榮~~ 7F!! ='( oh wells. wanna noe more, refer to archives. XD

{油鸡饭: went there to eat again. sigh. then sharon came wid the bad news. sigh.

{hyatt: went back. waited again.

{mediacorp: they went damn early for the star awards. duno wad for. was dozing away at the reception le. haha.

{hyatt: den after they came back, renfu stayed on the mini bus. for wad, to 兜风... haha. lame.

13 dec mon: sending off.

{airport: went to send em off. nth much. sigh.

Donnerstag, Dezember 30

6:28 PM

i so love my new layout. and i just did it today. so amazing. haha. so im nt a html-idiot after all!! haha. a math tuition tmr again. bah. p&c revision. better go revise abit later... anw. the tribute pic i did. i tink it's amazing as well. and the pic itself. the little girl... makes the whole thing look so trivial... yet over 80000 ppl have perished (and death toll might reach 100000 soon). and my lil cousin dwayne has started collecting donations. ok, he's not little. sec 2 next week. but, i mean, yes. tt's very nice of you. and im donating alot ok.. guess i'll have to starve alr. sigh.

anw, back to happier stuffs, 善为 isnt leaving 完娱 liao!! whee. haha. so some j-star will 带班 when he goes to china. tt's good isnt it? phew. ok. yepp... tt's abt all today. stayed at home and rotted. and did this layout. haha.

Mittwoch, Dezember 29

11:58 PM

damn. i hate it. i so do. argh. freak...
anw. hmmmx. had chinese tuition
and a math tuition today again.
bah. so tired. slept @ 3am last nite.
haha. i shall be real 乖 and watch
finish 紫禁 later. right. arnd 1 mth
ago. i sorta. SKIPPED everything else.
haha. so i shall watch slowly.

heh. sP managed to squeeze the
j-stars xmas medley... 10 mins to 3mb
plus. so pro can? haha. =) thx lots!! muah~

uh huh. i shall comment abt it.
{santa claus is coming to town}
haha. kone and typhoon and 太极.
i mostly hear JR. haha. i tot Darren was the
one educated in aust? hmmx. oh wells.
JR! JR! JR!! =) WHEEE.
and toro's rap. erh. ok. he's a good rapper.
rambling off words at speeds of duno how much.
haha! oh wells. geraldine: nth else. i didnt say
he's cute. and i didnt diss him either. haha.
but reminder-- ZAIZAI!!!!!! =(
{silent night}
hmmx. lotsa 7F ohhh! yes. and they sound.
erh... i duno how to say... but anw.
183 club-- i hear mostly Jacky. oh wells.
tt ABC. haha. =) 玉榮 ! can hear him singing
background vocals!!! yay. haha. 帅呆了！
but realli... they jazzed it up til liddat.
damn cool lorhs. haha. *winks*
ooh i love the part where 183 + 7F sing
together... =) unbeatable. haha.
{jingle bells}
i like hear lots of renfu. got xiezhi...
just as much as renfu. but renfu lead
chorus... haha. with this zha bo. oh yes!
its 王心凌！haha. i finalli heard who's tt...
tt part lots of em both!. =)
{merry xmas & a happy new yr}
sigh. they keep repeating and repeating.
like broken record =X haha. but i like it.
oh wells. i tink they did a good job...
jazzing up xmas tunes liddat!! pro man.
haha. ok. i shall draft finish tmr my
memories of 2004. chasing memories bah.
lots of em. and im gonna miss chasing. ='(

Dienstag, Dezember 28

1:23 PM

yest, very much sianned.

did most of emath hwk

and amath too. finished

emath tys work during

sntgd. haha. =(

downloaded sun's sntgd

as well. damn funneh cans.

i shall tok abt it now. haha.

ok. haha. shaowei went to

脱 his 内裤. damn cute cans.

he so 害羞~ haha. =) and he realli

totally 脱！budden got jkt covering

his butt lah. and the idiotic gzry

were trying to pull the jkt down.

poor shaowei!! haha. but he so

cute can... and darren had to run

around the pool tables with his

pants down. haha. who ask them

to bet with renfu leh?

许先生 wasnt there. and so

wasnt 许太太. haha. so yxs came

to 带班. yepp. and they had this

bowling 关... and some of them arh.

posture very the wrong lehhh!

and right-hander ended with right foot.

haha. sigh... and yxs! sorrie i mistook u!

i thot he carried 6 pound.. until i heard

xiezhi say... its 12 pounds! whoa.

and he swung the ball in one round

ok... strong man! MAN! haha.

yes and our yilin striked! yay.

go xiaoqiao! renfu spared! haha..

and some of their balls backup lor.

think 申东靖 one backup. oh wells.

haha... yepp. and xiezhi supposed

to be pro lorh!! but he didnt strike.

so sad... aha. sigh...which reminds me,

i need to train!!! gah...

anyway, 2004 has been

a hectic year. with me

feng-ing lots of j-stars.

haha. oh wells. seen lots

of em ler... yupp. and then

this morning had dr djeng.

went pass lucky plaza behind.

2 sets of 3 words came to me.

1] "好怀念" and

2] "黃玉榮"!!!

haha. it was there and then.!

sheesh. shall post up my best

memories of 2004 soon. still

drafting it. haha. ok. gtg now.

Montag, Dezember 27

2:52 PM

~5566 格鬥天王 medley lyrics~

[[考驗]]
有太多太多考驗還有太多抱歉
放不下我在想著你你想著誰
尋尋覓覓我們終於又回到了原點

難道要很多考驗還要很多抱歉
才能夠證明我會愛你到永遠
尋尋覓覓我們還是又回到了原點

[[Magic]]
we can do MAGIC! 每一關每一秒拼命的遨
MAGIC! 每一拼每一笑都讓我忘不掉
我這顆心只為你而跳
無處可逃不曾被擊倒
一定做到你的心中永遠的驕傲

[[Won't Give up]]
I won't give up
Take my hand
因為有你的愛當我的信念
夢再遠也要追
不管前方暗藏著多少危險一定是藍天

[[放手一搏]]
感覺臂力對你延伸超越何才能最孤獨
怎麼想對我孰要祝福天地命運開始倒數
想要就決定勝負幾度想擋我不能認輸
天崩地裂我不在乎轟聲一聲誰最大聲
挨過千秋排山倒海誓言放手一搏
就算最後遍體是傷

[[Open Arms]]
so now i come to you, with open arms
nothing to hide, believe what i say
so here i am, with open arms
hoping you'll see
what your love means to me
open arms...

12:22 PM

ok... uploaded 格鬥天王 medley le! yay. haha thanks so much shiping! =) and maybe soon i'll upload the xmas j-stars medley... haha. and MaGic! rocks... its so ... 70s... haha elvis-era.!

anyway. chatted wit yx last night. and then we were talking about bashing that 老人痴呆症的shaowei! sigh. tink he like just 随便 nod his head lorh. haha. and yx asked me to dream of bashing him up. i did dream of 王少爷 lor!! amazing. but i didnt dream of hitting him. instead. it was a realli weird dream. haha... and toro was inside too!! =.= and the rest of 56 disappeared. only shaowei!!! haha. and i tink got 柯哥 too. errh. shaowei and i were in the same van with 柯哥 too and some other ppl [cant cfm they're fans or not]. yepp. unless i was dreaming in a place of a 工作人员, but its like... weird. then they brought us to see toro COOK at some HAWKER CTR. HAHAHAHAH =) i told u it was weird. sigh. and then shaowei was always on the van i was in. and we started talking. talking about wad- i have no idea. so yeah. wang shaowei!!! and i so wanted to ask him why he lied to us. haha. what an eventful night! haha. yepp...

CIP tt day. forgot to mention this. haha. met simin den went in. and they asked us to do stock-checking. sigh. tt day 23 dec.- lotsa students doing CIP. haha. and stock-checking is seriously tiring. esp with loads of NLB books. haha. yepp, and the staff were being very nice. quoted from simin:"maybe its the xmas spirit!!..." haha. maybe. they gave us milo with cereal, biscuit, 2 dove chocs, 2 apple rings sweet and yah. so they were really nice. and i got my yellow keychain!! haha after slogging for 4 hrs unwrapping and rewrapping presents. phew. anyway. went down to meet mum later. took so long. grrh. and den her customer fainted. so she had to go accd to procedure and stuffs... yepp. so i ended up home around. 8.30. sigh. today. guess i gotta go back finish up what i havent done. which is lots. sheesh. =.=

Sonntag, Dezember 26

11:55 PM

omg!! xiezhi!! he sang "Open Arms" by Journey... in english!! i mean like duh. its eng... haha. tho he cant really pronounce the "with"... but still!! *applauses* its like!! sucha big improvement!! yay... haha. so proud of him. heh. =) hope he sings the whole song. haha. and yes. waiting for shiping now... haha.

11:26 AM

ok. let's see. went to JB yesterday.

errh. stupid mum was so dragging it.

sigh. forget it. sickening.

city square was real crowded.

uh huh.

and then i bot stuff.

not much tho...

and i made a new pair

of specs. yay. so cheap can!!
erh. cheap is too...ok.

its very... reasonable! haha.

i cant tink of other words...

oh!! its MORE worth it there.

haha. yeah. frameless for Rm$138.

sigh. haha.. and its pink.

so yah. tt's abt all...

ooh ooh! i had Secret Recipe for dinner.

ate a mixture of 3 cheese cakes as well!

the 4 of us shared lahhh...

got classic cheese+strawberry ;)+

raspberry!! haha yay. it rocked.

and my dinner was supposedly lamb chop.

but they took so long serving it.

i started eating dad's lamb stew first.

which was ooohhmyygawwddd...

haha and the lamb chop was. erh.

tough. real hard. sheesh. ok. yepp.

chem tuition later.

shopping afterwards maybe.

yes. for kris's xmas present.

kris... read this.!? haha.

sorry k... anyway,

merry xmas everyone!. =)

Samstag, Dezember 25

11:59 AM

yay. had xmas eve bbq

last night. bayshore.

tried starting the fire.

tiring job. haha...

and i managed to

start a small fire.

haha better than who-else.

ate ate ate.

mee siam. =] (sa made)

turkey.

chicken wings.

chinese sausage.

yepp. that's abt all i ate.

lots of em.

played water bombs.

haha and kor darryl

gave me a roxy wallet.

yay. its pink and black.

damn chio cans.

thanks lots!! thanks to

godma and godpa too!

haha. and... yepp.

sofyan was there with

his wife. heh.

and kor darryl's friends

too... ladeeda... yepp.

thats' abt all.

Freitag, Dezember 24

6:30 PM

gah.

gotta leave soon.

bbq.

im not that in such

a mood.

busy bees.

blah.

bloody chair.

pity toe.

whatever.-

and im gone.

later+

Donnerstag, Dezember 23

12:20 PM

sigh. completed my new layout

last night. thanks so much geraldine.

sent me the pic without the tables.

sigh. oh wells, thanks anyway.

i mean it. haha. maybe i should

do the other pics with this kinda design

too.

a math tuition last night. sigh.

i dont like quotient rule.

gotta go CIP later.

sianned man. =.=

ladeeda. i've got work

to do. and tmr's xmas eve le.

sigh. sigh. my life's screwed.

Mittwoch, Dezember 22

6:09 PM

王力宏：心中的日月
courtesy of sP!!! *claps* =)

手中握著格桑花呀
美得讓我忘了摘下
你的貞帶著香
你的香會說話
你的話好像只對我說

我的專長叫做流浪
你注定要為我綻放
我的心尋找家
我的家沒有花
我的花卻在這山谷等著我

若一開始沒有上帝
暗偷偷的慫恿
我們怎知選檡相逢

你是心中的日月
落在這裡
旅程的前後多餘
知為遇到你

多麼想幻化成為
你腳下的泥
此刻的無人山谷
彷彿聽見說愛你

你是我心中的日月光芒

我的漂泊不懂泥巴
你的美麗不堪動盪
你單純我迷惘
你戀家我流浪
山谷中這一切帶不走

你愛抬頭擁抱陽光
我得眺望下個前往
我走開你留下
我回憶你昇華
至少我們會仰望同一片天空

若一開始沒有上帝
暗偷偷的慫恿
我們怎知選檡相逢

你是心中的日月
落在這裡
旅程的前後多餘
知為遇到你

多麼想幻化成為
你腳下的泥
那天的無人山谷
彷彿聽見說愛你

這是在傳說中天使天堂
你是我心中的日月光芒
帶領我找到

這是在傳說中天使天堂
你是我心中的日月光芒
帶領我找到你我芬芳
放不下

你是心中的日月
落在這裡
臉上的前後多餘
知為遇到你

多麼想幻化成為
你腳下的泥
那天的無人山谷
彷彿聽見說愛你

那天聽見說愛你

2:30 PM

lalala. i sorta completed
a math. somemore to go
with the help of my OtHeR
tys. hahahahahahahahaha.

uploaded 王力宏's 心中的日月。
haha. 玉榮 's 东海小王子 will
be up soon. most prob arnd 1/1/05.
hahahahaha. sigh. sigh. sigh!!!
2005= new year resolution.
snort. like i'll have one~~
ladeeda. even so, i wun follow it.
so wad the heck man?! im
looking forward to christmas.
yay. turkey! bbq @ bayshore.
sigh. bah. sec 4 days. bah.
a math tuition later again!.
sianned man. and den fri morning
still got make-up. gosh.
tt is so demoralising. on xmas eve.
chinese tuition comin up too.
great. i so love my life.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalala.
staying in SG the whole of
your hols. isnt anything good.
and i REALIZED THAT.-
long ago. but wad cud i do?

my life is only full of downs, no ups.

as they say: "wat goes up, must come down".

but nothing goes UP for me. =/

ooh yes. the rest of j-stars

concert pix. haha. forgot abt

them! lalalalalalalalalalalala~

Dienstag, Dezember 21

1:11 PM

let's see. haha. sofyan's wedding last night.

hyatt hotel. went exploring.

but cudnt find anything "suspicious"?...

haha... oh wells. had shark's fin,

abalone, roasted chicken, e-fu noodles,

prawn, etc etc...

not bad lahh...haha.

yepp. joked arnd. dale and kor darryl

was there. haha! and erhhh...

clara sed renfu was funny?

and i almost choked on my drink.

ahhahahahahaha. oh wells.

Montag, Dezember 20

1:57 PM

bleagh. do i sound bored?

ooh yes. how wonderful?!

im bored! bwahahaha. ok.

sheesh. life is boring.

and deadlines. great.

hate em. detest em.

whatever. im dreading-

each day. =/ grrh.

sigh. i miss my other cousins.

sharon, cindy, lenny

(=.= sad to say, yes.),

and james! haha. he's in

the US tho. pennsylvania?

or think he moved to florida.

sigh. and uncle paddy's

xmas party got more

presents! haha. watever.

yepp. ashleigh! and robyn

too. hahaha. sigh. =/

oh wells. 183 club.

why?! WHY?! WHY?!

read this -.

183 club也即將為男性內褲品牌做代言

this so rocks. uh huh.

*shakes head*

oooh yes. im so gonna

love it. NOT! 黃玉榮~

why!? sigh.

至於廣告會「露」到什麼程度，

腳本還在討論中，

看來女粉絲們想看到顏行書、

明道、王紹偉、祝釩剛、黃玉榮

組成的「 183 CLUB」

小露屁屁的精彩鏡頭，

年後就可夢想成真囉！

nvm. like wad sP says.

its like part of the modelling

job they have to do. oh wells.

maybe he likes it. ok. watever.

yepp. and 少爷's 生日partay``

haha. all i can say is 黃玉榮 is

so shitt cute. haha. =)

esp when he did the memory

thing. haha... fit to be in 183.

haha!! and the 5个美眉 nos.

hahahahahahhaha...

highly recommended.

and the SAM CLUB fans.

really must applause you man...

haha. they act put at the

xi men ding billboard, a happy

birthday to shaowei! imagine tt!

nt easy lorhs... must like be on

waiting list somemore... wah...

*applauds sam club*

shaowei looked damn touched

cans? haha. but he nvr cry.

haha. sigh. ok.

back to hols work-

a math. sigh.

tonight.

wedding @ hyatt.

yay. can go exploring.

in case.

Sonntag, Dezember 19

9:34 PM

考验 by 5566
词:柯呈雄曲:吕绍淳

心像飘落的枯叶踩在地上都会碎
我说我爱著你但你却又假装你没听见
我像个隐形人逗你开心逗你笑
但你总是看不见

难道要很多考验还要很多抱歉
才能够证明我会爱你到永远
寻寻觅觅我们还是又回到了原点

心像飘落的枯叶要怎么熬过这冬天
好想抱你直到明天怎么这双手又退_
我像个胆小鬼只敢想像只敢暗恋
就是不敢放手追

难道要很多考验还要很多抱歉
才能够证明我会爱你到永远
寻寻觅觅我们还是又回到了原点

我已经无法承受没有结果的结果
在爱的洪流我只能继续去漂流

有太多太多考验还有太多抱歉
放不下我在想著你你想著谁
寻寻觅觅我们终于又回到了原点

难道要很多考验还要很多抱歉
才能够证明我会爱你到永远
寻寻觅觅我们还是又回到了原点

我没有方向也没有了知觉
我忘了方向也忘了所有感觉
我 oh ho…

9:28 PM

erhh. went shopping today.
christmas presents. haha.
got my share of stuff. heh.

chem tuition today. boring.
did QA. sigh. must memorize
lots. tmr. wedding @ hyatt.
sigh. oh wells. have to finish
my hols hwk soon. hols
are gonna end le! sheesh.

Samstag, Dezember 18

8:51 PM

王紹偉- Happy Birthday!!!

okae. today's 王少爷's birthday.

yay. im dl the wanyu party now.

cos got 183 club!! whoot. 玉榮!

haha. =) anyways... yepp. had

chinese tuition this morning.

sianned. sigh. meaningless man.

need encouragement! motivation!

haha. 玉榮 lehhs? ;) lolx.

uh huh. a math in the evening.

sigh. differentiation. long topic.

chain rule, product rule & quotient rule.

god. help me. okayy. so here

are some more pixs.

shall post the 7F ones and the

"silent night" ones tmr.

btw, last nite's zydhc rocked can?

haha. 主持人队 vs. 来宾队--

duh. the 主持人队 won!

and JR damn pro lah.

nvr got hit by the pie @ all.

but tt one tt he went for

was pretty easy larhs. ok.

haha. =)

Freitag, Dezember 17

6:01 PM

okaee. J-stars concert pix yah?

sigh. collated the best few.

still got lots more budden.

too lazy to upload all 600 anyway.

haha. and most of em are blur

cos the royals and i were like

jumping on the poor chairs.

and i pity the police officer...

kept coming to our area ask

us all sit down. haha. oh wells.

i miss 黃玉榮 lahs.

my darhling! haha. took loads

of him. okae. some pixs here.

shall post them slowly.

Donnerstag, Dezember 16

11:59 PM

sigh. sigh. sigh.

why must awei

leave wanyu?

but he deserves

a break lahh.

but the wy crew

oso very wad lor.

why renfu can get

like 1 week leave,

then awei 3 days

oso cannot?! they

can always find

any j-stars to 带班

wad... its so unfair!

and then now awei

leaves... will renfu

leave too? then

we totally got no

more wanyu to live

on! wanyu's like my

dosage to e-life!

darn! as long as

renfu doesnt leave.

please. pray hard

he doesnt. God.

sigh. went orchard

hotel to eat $45 buffet

dinner. but mum won it

lahh.. so yah. international

summore. big spread.

got oysters! crab!

turkey! shark's fin soup!

soft shell crab! mee siam!

taiwan porridge! prawns!

salmon sashimi! sushi!

yum yum. had like 4 oysters.

think my stomach cudnt

take much. felt like. *barf*

anyways. it was yummy!

highly addictive! haha.

sashimi was free-flow too!

wah seh. delicious man.

too much raw seafood!

urgh. haha. and the

soft shell crab was yummy

too. can compare to marche's

one. haha. and free-flow too!

heh. and... the shark's fin

was nice too. tho mum

said there was no shark's fin.

oh wells. and got cheese,

salad, blah blah. and movenpick

ice cream! haha. but got 3

pathetic flavours onli.

lemon-lime sherbet-- sour!

vanilla sherbet--abit sour!

strawberry--yummyy!

haha... yepp. im full. argh.

okae...

tmr kor darryl's comin back

le. might have to go hyatt

on mon for wedding.

why nt last week?!

den can sneak in to search for

j-stars! argh. haha.

anyways, praying for the best.

hope renfu stays put.

pls have faith. sigh.

1:22 AM

quoted from aud's blog.

"tt includes u too SHERLENE!!!...u r the best lah..u made me n my sis search thru every 7-eleven in taiwan which is very irritating(cos every shopkeeper will SING welcome in chinese/huan ying guang lin..really..) anyways...it kinda became a tradition tt we had to enter any 7-eleven we passed.so everytime when we passed one, my dad would be like,"look!!..another 7-eleven." n all for what???...to get u 5566 food products.we only managed to get 2 but they r drinks n very heavy..we changed hotels everyday so we had to carry 5566 in our bags(our luggage didn't have anymore space).wow.tt is way cool man."

hahahahahaha... so funnie!! im laughing till my stomach hurts. is it that?... serious?! and ur dad is damn cute sia.. hahah... =) omg. omg. omg. thanks so much! aud... i owe u a treat too! haha. love ya pam and aud! ahahha... thanks again!

Mittwoch, Dezember 15

12:56 AM

happy birthday kor kor darryl!!!

haha. 4 mins left.

oh wells. today just as borin.

a math tuition. sigh.

chinese tuition. sigh.

my wrist hurts.

lao shi says i sprained

it cos i waved too

much/vigourously.

which is a possibility.

haha. okaee.

i need determination.

2 more weeks.

no more 2004.

no more chasing.

no more 黃玉榮?

no way. i wont

let that happen.

i can assure you.

=) 黃玉榮...

Dienstag, Dezember 14

3:30 PM

ok... i decided to blog abt my so-called adventures. let's see how long i take to recall every minute detail. haha. bo liao mah. i start this @ 1530 hrs... lalala. okaee. haha. erhhh.

fri. went airport to fetch... den chase to hotel. 玉榮 was very nice at airport le.. waving and all. =) heh. yepp. got 183 minus mingdao... yepp and 7f didnt come. well not yet. and 56 too. and will! haha... and den went hotel... waited for 6 hrs. then they came out at 7... waved to 玉榮 ! and i tink i said 太极，加油！ and duno hu nodded his head. haha. and ladeeda... chase to expo... then i said my 1st few words to 玉榮 ! ahah... i told him 加油！ and he waved!! yay. when on the bus waiting he oso got wave. heh... den went to expo in front and heard them rehearse. the christmas songs!! haha. i tot 183 was gg to sing it alone. cos lanpo laoshi was like shaowei... 前面一点！玉榮，左边一点 and i tot they going to sing it alone. oh wells. heard they left early. 56 left around 11... the rest abt midnight... uh huh.

saturday. went to hotel early. yx and the rest went to airport to see 7F... and they ended up chasing instead of gg straight to will's auto. haha. yepp. then the big bus left arnd 12... didnt wait for 7F and Kone and cyndi and mingdao.. den 玉榮 was there!!! haha. then grace and i ran towards lucky plaza behind. then cos waiting for the cars in front to move. then we waved like siao to 玉榮 ... then he was like weirded out why we so madded. haha... then the bus forward abit. we were like jumping and waving... then 玉榮 kept waving too! haha. tink he first time see us so 疯 over him. its possible. since sat night nothing much and i waved to him too! haha. yepp. then cabbed to expo. and ran across the slope thingy. and the big bus no curtain de lorhs... and they saw the 3 of us running like siao. haha. maluating man!!! tsk. haha... den we saw 玉榮 and waved again...and his expression damn funny sia... he was like: eh? 又是你们两个？ haha, surprised to see us at hotel outside and again at expo... haha. maybe he doesnt noe wad is chasing. haha. den they go in and we were waiting for kone, 7F. den 2 mini van come le... i was mouthing to xiaojie 加油！and i tink she was so tired she just stared at me. haha... oh wells. didnt see JR. saw 7F tho... and cyndi. yepp. so after tt renfu and xiezhi didnt come mah... so we waited for them. and yx said they went to far east to shop wit sun zong. B E S T man. so free to shop! poor 玉榮 must go rehearse. haha. then yah waited. and they came le. and then we went behind the stage there while grace rested cos she got a slight fever. thanks to the gzry who gave her the panadol!! and got the bai bai too. renfu very... haix. so playful. haha. and then concert...blah blah. shall elaborate the concert later. and i screeched. [read: screaming-SCREECHED] 玉榮 every single time he came out. haha. its like u scream till u screech. yah till abt 3 rows front turned to stare. oopx. aha.

yepp then qing gong. chased with royalties. fun seh!! 玉榮 so clever!! he knew we couldnt see him wave cos the bus very dark then he use his hp to wave to us!! ahhh!! my darling 玉榮!! haha. =) so cute!!! ooh la la. yepp... and den to LB. ate fried rice... and then after they wanna go le. pretty early tho. arnd 1 am go le... then the security form human barricade... and then i took video. so they one by one leave. heard all of em very high. ;) then 玉榮! so i was like shouting: 玉榮, 玉榮! then he turned!! and he waved to me... and he did \m/ and the "very good" sign... omg... i mentioned this... but this scene keeps replaying... haha. and realli... my gastric suddenly left! den b4 they board the bus... i was like 玉榮, 要睡好！[cos i cudnt think of anything else] haha... den he waved to me again! like duh. i was the only one shouting for him!! den went down the left side of the bus... waved to renfu, he waved back. waved to qiaoen, she rubbed her eyes and waved back. =)
and then went to right side where 玉榮 was... then waved and waved and he did \m/ again!! and then he blew kisses... and tt JR ah! grace and i kept waving to him... he just stared at us. maybe he tot we were waving to 玉榮 beside him? haha... 玉榮 rocks!! and i waved to fan gang too!! he was quite nice lah... den we left le...

sunday. met the royalties @ hyatt @ 10 am. wah. i reached home like 2 the day b4 onli...and rushed a letter to 玉榮 lor!! budden... ok wait. so after waiting 2 hrs in vain, arn 12.15, 56 finally came out!! then went to fullerton... renfu was sleeping... then we asked the gzry qns... ask whether 183 left le.. then he nodded his head... sob... 玉榮!!! then ry [who was in front] asked shaowei lotsa qns... and we very lucky tt traffic light always our maxi beside them!! den ask shaowei whether 7F left and 183 (just to cfm) and he nodded his head too. we oso asked stuff like... when 183 coming out with album and stuff and he eagerly nodded or mouth the words. haha...cutee! yepp. go fullerton le... thot they change hotel. den arnd 1.42... ry came calling for me and denyse who were taking out time in the toilet. haah.. say they leaving le.. heng we came out just in time!! haha. then go bishan... auto... pls dont tok abt auto... they all very blur lorh. esp shaowei!!! tsk.. hahah... den after auto. went to eat youjifan.. AGAIN!!!!! sheesh. haha. den back to hotel le... oh yah. renfu and xiezhi [i tink or the gzry] were 猜拳-ing... then loser eat chili! one whole spoon.. and renfu was like losing... haha. then he pick his teeth must face his back to us. haha... 形象!! uh huh. then go hotel. then mediacorp. nth much... waited at mdc.. then chased them back to hotel!! wah. renfu went for a ride lorh... follow the gzry buy supper!! and he didnt even alight...

yepp. and now liang zhong yi!! o ya. b4 they left for mdc. liang zhong yi [the photographer] and the gzry yx likes went for a walk outside lorh!! and i was like [when they walked up the slope towards hyatt] is tt lzy? haha... then i shouted with grace and he turned lorh!! and waved. haah... cos we were waving like mad too. haha. funneh... but he bluff us!! say 183 left le.. they left 5pm flight lorh.. when we were at youjifan!! sharon's fren send them...wahhhhhh!!! my 玉榮!! when will i see him again... so depressing. haix. ok. song ji... nth much lah... later than. to concert stuff... and pix. i'll prob take time to edit them. ok later. typed this in 1 hr 3 mins. go listen to 玉榮's 東海小王子!! =) nice...

1:12 PM

東海小王子

歌手:黃玉榮 专辑:半成年主张

曲:黃玉榮 词:阿信 [五月天]

用力推開懷舊氣味鏽鐵的車窗
吹進來了平快車速的陽光
深深埋進夢鄉　墨綠椅背皮墊上
台北是家　還是　天堂　異鄉

羅東　蘇澳　福隆　頭城　一直向北方
慢慢稀薄老爸種下的稻香
好久沒有再去　我的海風K歌場
赤腳爬上　岩石　熱情　發燙

打開陽光的寶藏　巧克力色的堅強
曾經像王子一樣　海風披在我的肩膀
也許理想的形狀　就像海面的朝陽
小時候頑皮的我　凌晨等到天亮

想念的風掃過了　門前曬穀場
季節又到翠綠變成金黃　媽媽等　我電話

打開陽光的寶藏　巧克力色的堅強
曾經像王子一樣　海風披在我的肩膀
也許理想的形狀　就像海面的朝陽
小時候頑皮的我　凌晨等到天亮

天亮喝過瑞穗小鎮清晨的豆漿
午後現身台北呼吸著希望
輕快踏著生活　節奏像東岸的浪
我的自信　就像　王子　一樣

can u believe 玉榮 wrote this song?! omg...ahhhh!!! 玉榮 !! and yx help me find le... thanks so much!!! saw the mv... so shuai lahs... =) okayy. i shall go find somemore abt 玉榮 !! my 東海小王子 !!! heh.

Montag, Dezember 13

1:07 PM

haix haix haix. liang zhong yi! wang shaowei! u bluff us~~
i totally miss 黃玉榮 now lorhs. haix. i dun care abt 56 le.
my life has made a drastic turn to look for 黃玉榮!! 玉榮```
so sweet. sob sob... i shd have gona airport yest. liang zhong yi!!
i noe nodding is easier than shaking ur head-- BUT!! 黃玉榮!!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ i dunch care abt JR le.
hmprhs. i want 黃玉榮!!! 黃玉榮!!! 黃玉榮!!! 黃玉榮!!! 56 dao lorh.
sob sob. no mood to blog le. 玉榮 is just too sweet. better than RnB.
as friendly as huaien@ LB tt time. almost the same thing happened
\m/--[hand sign] tt's wad 玉榮 did lorhs... =) esp when the stoopid
security were like all arnd them forming a human barricade,
i shouted: 玉榮, 玉榮!! den he turn arnd face me [my cam] and totalli stopped
and waved and did \m/ AND the "very good" sign thing...!! wahhhh...

*faints* den the security push him liaoz
lorhs... sob sob sob.!!! ='( next yr might not be able to see him le.
how how how?! sob... there's more to tell abt 玉榮... he's just too sweet.
i love 183 le!! except for dao-king mingdao and yan shu... yah. hha.

desired